MY FREAKY YELLOW LIFE

2006-08-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

have not updated for a really long time but i think its time to update so here i am.. alot has happened.. let me see... where do i begin.. ok.. school is fine.. my studies really have to buck up... band is great.. they are my family.. has always been and always will be.. speechday celebration went well.. the formation was great.. every1 did their best.. national day celebration was also ok but very sad cause after the celebration it was graduation.. and we all said wat we had to say to them and said our goodbye.. its really sad.. karim broke down to tears the most... well.. as for warriors.. ok la.. nothin much.. still doin the same stuff.. had a few performances.. all went well.. won the PSC challenge as champions.. then.. now, currently havin crisis.. wont want to say much now.. cause SOME people will talk.. PEOPLE, not friends.. haiz.. its a really sad thing la.. i really don wana elaborate anymore.. untill we met again.. bubbye..

2006-04-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

hi there.. ha.. finally updating again.. well alot has bin goin on but the most shiok one so far has got to be the mediacorp cheerleading competition... well we didn tot of joining at first but then the producer or someone called our manager and asked if we wanted to join.. so my manager discussed with our coach and we joined the comp.. and u noe when did we decide? 1 day before the comp itself.. we were praying tat our performance wont b as bad as cheer rock cause cheer rock we decided 3 days before the comp.. but thankfully everything went smoothly.. we were the first team to audition.. the place was so cool.. freaking cold is how it felt there.. when we got there, the producer introduced herself and everything then she said that she needed our help with the shooting.. and we were like... cool!!! we had a few chinese lines.. thats all.. but i cant wait to see us on tv... wooohoooo... look out for us at channel 8 ya,.. see ya....

2006-04-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

hi there.. im updating again.. after so long.. haf bin reli caught with alot of things so was quite.. alot of stuff on my mind.. my mind is a mess.. its everywhere.. haiz.. i coached my school tem "GANDHI" with magnums 2005 routine.. only 6 of them yet they can do so much.. well they lost.. they got second.. they were really sad. cause this happens every year.. no matter how gud they are, the judgers are too dumb to see it.. oh well, wat can u xpect from tat stupid old lady(principal).. super dumb.. they cried reli badly.. was quite hurt too.. haiz.. today is belleregards cheer comp.. another team im helping out with from k.c. hope they win.. haiz.. school is fine.. but i have been absent alot.. my mindset is not focussed la.. haiz.. i really have to buck up man..

2006-03-30T12:16:00.000+08:00

sorry i haven updated for a long time.. things have been really thight lately.. well school is fine.. i didn sit for some exam paper... trainings are getting thougher.. new members seem fine.. but i reli miss the original national squad.. alot of them left already.. reli sad.. well in school some people have really been a pain in the ass.. stupid lame idiots who cant even take jokes.. and now wants to be cold for me because oh it.. this fello 'ali' is super lame that he is acting all big in school just to get attention.. iits so sad to see people seeking attention cause their own parents cant gif it to them.. well ali, pls la.. don act big and macho and everything.. firstly, your pants are so thight your big ass is petruding out of it.. and your hair.. my god.. do u nid a whole tub of gel or wat?? freaking hell la.. therefore i conclude a big really big WATEVER to you.. lame ass!!

good bye BOBO!

2006-03-13T14:44:00.000+08:00

oh well, right the next day after cheerobics, yasmine left the team cause he is enrolled for NS the very next day.. 1 guy gone.. 6 left.. lenny had to replace him during the performance..

oh boy... tomorrow the 14 of march, botak has to go too... same old shit.. NS too.. he got into police... there goes our shoulder stand king and our round-off back hand spring king... arghh..... now all we have left is 5 guys..

ok im gona let botak say a few words here...

BOTAK:
ok guys. take care ayte? wish u guys all the best.. no worries ya.. im comin back... hopefully a visit to u guys in 3 months.. do have fun learning and doing wat u guys do best.. and tats CHEERLEADING!!!
peace! love u guys.. HEAVY TAU NIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAKZ!!!

we will miss this jack ass for sure.. all the best botak!!!

CHEEROBICS 2006

2006-03-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

WE WON 3RD!!!oh my god.it was unbelievable. tat feeling was just great. we worked our asses off during training and its all paid off now. we have proven ourselves.. i was so happy. i kept crying i didn noe why.. b4 the results was released, i was already unsure if we could win or not cause all the other teams were great too... i really thought tat spynthrix would get it cause they were winning alot of prizes.. and when the results was released i cried i didn noe why but i did.. i couldn stop.. i was trying to control myself but i really cant.. hehe..

well, not everyone was happy yestersday. cause magnum lost their title. THE GREAT WALL OF MAGNUM CRUMBLED. they broke down in tears. no matter wat happens, MAGNUM is always my champion no matter what. i will only look up to them cause they are my role models.. i'm sure MAGNUM will get back on their feets next year.. ok.. tats all i haf to sae..

2006-03-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

hi there.. well, firstly happy belated birthday to me!!! hahax.. didn get any presents except a small cake from kak ca and a wrist band from che su.. thanks.. but i had an even better gift.. a hand shake from syaza... (i was blushing and sweating like hell! super nervous!!!) i hope i didn gif her a wet hand shake cause i was so nervous and my hands kept sweating and sweating.. haiz.. she is so cute... well while we were waiting in the hall, magnum was already there.. then we all like usual la.. just listen to lenny and everything.. then jason went over to magnum to say hi and everything then ain went over to mit redza.. and... when they kissed each otha gud luck.. magnum was like going.. woow...... the sum warriors stare at me sak.. they was like.. eh, your turn.. go la.. i was so 'malu' sak.. then a few girls came and talk to lenny.. then dono y suddenly talk bout my card.. and they were making fun of it just because the paper i used was $1. wat the?? i mean.. i really went all out seh.. it was all the money i had.. at least i was sincere lor.. ok watever.. then i think they continued talkin bout it or sumthin then jason was walking and shouted 'fairul, come here' then all heads turn sak.. so i ran out lor.. then i waited 4 awhile then i went back in the hall.. then lenny said 'i bring syaza over ar??' and he went off.. i was like so scared i ran and sat behind the chair then lenny really brought her to me sak.. so embarrassing... i blushed to the fullest sak.. haiyo... then, came the warmest and sweetest handshake ever.. hehe.. she actually knew it was my bdae.. :) i was so shy but i was reli happy.. haiz.. but i didn have the guts to talk to her cause she was always with her team mates and i didn want to barge in.. i dono la.. maybe she was avoiding me bcoz she tinks im weird?? ntah.. i also dono.. haiz.. i reli like her... oh my gawd...........

ok.. bck to the heats.. warriors made it thru to the finals... yay! we were like so happy afta our performance.. cause most of the stunts went up.. especially the two most difficult ones which is the first 2.. we were super scared tat it won't go up but it did... we gave it our all man.. do come down and support us at finals. its on 9 march.. this thursday.. at toa payoh hdb hub at 5pm!!! to those who came to support on that day... thank you very very much...

*to WARRIORS
i love you guys man.. kip it up!!

2006-02-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

hi there.. haven bin updatin 4 awhile.. haf bin reli bz lately.. i have tons and tons of work to do.. and i have to work hard during trainings.. wow.. life is though huh? worst of all i only get 3 to 4 hours of sleep each day.. tatz y im almost always late.. well.. school haf bin thougher.. things are getting harder.. and i have to change to lino printing from fashion design at the last minute cause the o-level results produced was terrible.. so i have to rush like hell for my lino.. 3 lino boards ma.. i must have lost touch cause i last used it 2 years ago man... haiz.. oh ya.. i made a valentines day card for syaza.. hehe.. i noe.. its sound so corny but i reli like her la.. she is nice inside out and has a smile tat brightens up my day... my friends say tat i only like her cause she is pretty.. no.. first of all beauty is not really important ok.. if someone is sincere then everything is fine.. anyways.. i hope she likes the card.. and happy valentines day to those hu i didn get to wish on tat day..

training was though as usual... well getting thougher actually.. cause lenny is getting more and even more serious than b4... cause we haf like only 2 more weeks to the nationals... haiz... reli scary.. 9 teams are taking part in the open category and only 5 will make it to the finals.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! really freaking stressful u no.... so much in my head, so many things to do, so many things to remember yet sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo little tym... k la... do come down and support us my friends... cause WARRIORS IS ON THE WARPATH!!! the heats is on my birthday.. if u r comin pls bring me a gift hor.... :P
its on the 4th of march.. at NTU.. not really sure of which hall it will b at.. will update again.. it starts around 12 i think.. but i will update again la.. if we make it to the finals, its on 9 march at toa payoh HDB HUB at 5pm... pls pls pls come and support us.... i feel better performing around my friends... no la.. kiddin.. no matta wat i will do my best... c u there ya..

MUAKZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!

2006-01-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

hi there.. its me again.. not feelin too good.. y?? cause my mom flew off to louisiana last nyte... now im all alone.. my mom is the one i always look for and go to if there is anything... but now.. im all alone... not really alone of course... i still have my sis and dad with me... but they are not always home like mom is... haiz... sis is always home late and rarely do the house chores... leaving everything to me.. no one knows wat im going through.. im a reli troubled person i must sae.. cause i don reli like to share my problems.. so i keep everything bottled up in me.. i broke up with ayu already cause she is just plain nightmare... plain boredness being with her... she lies all the time man.. all this time i have tormented her madness... after 1 month and 22 days, i call it quits... cause i cant stand being in a relationship with a third wheel clinging on... or i must say, 3rd, 4th, & 5th wheel... believe me.. its true... so i guess i will just stay single la while i focus on my O's this year... haiz... my life is practically full of loneliness... tats y im so used to staying at home and being alone... oh well, tats my life i guess.... untill we meet again... c ya!

2006-01-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

hi there.. its me updating again... has bin quite sum tym since i update already so im doing it now lor... aniways.. im back in school doing my o-levels.. ya... stupid hor?? my fwens all graduate already and i just wana do my o's.. oh well.. wat to do.. slow pon slow la.. alot has happen in school.. my band had of course improved over the 2 years since im gone... the band did an impressive marching display i must say and yet, we were given only 10 sec 1 students.. im tellin u, the CCA head in my school is crap!! all he wants is to see my band crumble into pieces. u tell me, y wud hockey need so many people for? some play and some reserve. 20 enough wat??? but no.. if can he wants all the sec 1 to b in hockey.. bloody idiot! big tym mother f$^#&*%^ ! arghhhh!!!! not freaking fair man.. aniways, warriors are training hard for nationals.. doing alot of p.t(physical training) to improve our strength... haiya.. reli tiring lor.. from school then go training then sleep 3 hours then go school then go training... its almost like that everyday lor.. poor thing hor... this stupid fat boy trying hard to lose weight but yet, i see no difference... stupid.. oh well. dono wat to write already so i'll update again soon.. see u around... muakz!!!!!!

2005-12-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

hello again to all my friends, im glad ure here to stay. where fun n learning never ends, here's wat we did today...

hi guys.. sori for not updating for a long tym.. haf bin reli busy.. aniwaes.. here's wats bin goin on so far...

ON 17-10 2005 we had our warriors nite 2005. its an event where anyone or anything that has got to do with warriors are thanked for their efforts and all.. they were giving the slide show and showed the cheerleaders from the way begining till now.. it was so touching.. then our girls performed their dance as their opening act and the performance squad of 10 also had our performance.. it was really fun.. we had like a 7 course meal and the food is superb!!! overall the event was WOW!!!

on 31-10-2005, WE WON AGAIN!!! fan club of the year is ours again for the fourth tym running... so to the people who have laughed, criticised, looked down, demoralised, copied, left our team, or have said that we are typical S-LEAGUE cheerleaders, you are so DAMN WRONG!!! we haven proven to all of you tat we r not stuck up cheerleaders.. its juz rumours tat we are show offs and bossy people. we r very friendly and loving. tats y we stay strong as a team. we did not win by luck, we win for all our hardwork, love and dedication to our team -WARRIORS-

on 16-11-2005 my team was invited to perform at the world cyber games at suntec. it was a reli big event with alot of other country gamers there and we had to perform in front of all of them.. everything went up our liberties our heel-stretch our back tuck basket toss all went up xcept our last part.. cause one side of the shoulder stand didn went up so the rest cud not go on.. aniwae the rest was ok and lenny was ok with it so we treated it as a lesson learned lor... hehe..

on 27-11-2005, my team warriors was suppose to be taking part in a competition in k.l... so our organiser organised a trip for us.. we went from 26 till the 28-11-2005. but.. the competition was called off.. so they changed it to a workshop... we met up with the team all stars. we learned their dance and they learned ours.. and we teach them some of our stunts.. it was very fun.. and on the last nyte there i was chilling in lenny's room and jenn was pissing lenny off so he drewed her eyebrow like a nyonya's. but he was not satisfied so he joined them togethr.. hahax.. alot more happened but i lazt to type la.. hehe..

on 2-12-2005 my team participated in the cheer rock performance.. we lost but that did not dampened our spirits cause we were not xpecting to win as we only decided to loin the comp 3 days before the comp itself.. we trained like hell changing so many stunts.. but we didn reli did our bez at the comp.. alot of stunts fell.. most probably its bcoz we r too tired.. 1 day b4 the comp we trained from 1pm all the way till 12 at nyte man.. so we were all reli worn out.. but tatz ok.. watch us at cheerobics 2006.. we are training really hard to pursue our dreams of becoming one of the best teams in SINGAPORE. we wont let our fans down again... :)

2005-09-11T04:11:00.000+08:00

-LOST-

Life seems a blur when you're lost,

Everything is a gamble like a coin toss.

You never know what may come or appear,

Cause everything you have just dissapear.

Friends come and go every single day,

They never know when you're lost in a hay.

They act like they care;they act like they know,

But when you need them most they just have to go.

I hide all my lies i hide all my hates,

Never will i open up my sorry life gates.

Im happy here and im happy there,

But when im sad does anyone care?

Often i ask why god made me like this,

Once i am gone will i ever be missed?

Should i live or should i die?

Everyday i ask everyday i cry.

My tears run dry as days go by,

My hopes are low and never gets high.

To all my friends who truly care,

When i need you most, will you be there?

6/9/05 3:18am fairul edham hirdayat

2005-09-11T03:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys.. im here to update again.. had match at c.c.k stadium yesterday.. was the second leg against woodlands.. we had a short dance routine during half time.. it was quite a last minute decision actually.. cause some warriors fans was asking why we haven performed for a very long time... then.. there was no performance for half time so we decided to peforme lor... we had our 1 and only training for the performance on thursday and performed on friday.. the dance was ok la but some was overdoing the dance so it looked quite messy.. the stunts was freaky cause ayu's basket toss slipped from my hand and jeff tossed her alone so she actually flew over my head.. i was like "ok oh???" and quickly ran to catch her.. it was a really close one.. overall the performance was ok la.. not tat bad...

warriors had training on saturday morning.. we continued with our routine and the libertys was quite rusty at first but the flyers soon got the hang of it... then we polished up our 6-2-1 but.. we made a improvement.. we moved on to a 2-2-1... cool ya? then we also learned the hitch mount and also the 6-2-split.. not only that... we also trained our basket tosses.. even g and kak riz did basket toss.. we also learned tic-toc.. oh yah.. we also learned this really difficult stunt but we couldn get it right so kak janna demonstrated as the flyer. she was cool yeah.. a really gud flyer... and her liberty was like so powerfull.. after training we stayed for awhile at bunker and watched our previous performance then we went home....

today is FAREN'S birthday!!! happy birthday brader!!! we are celebrating at sasha from young lions house... really cool place she got here.. its 3 story high!!! but we had to sneak in cause her parents didn know we are here.. and we had to climb in through the back and faren got stuck at the gates... wat a bdae gift she had!! haha!!

oh ya.. before i sign off i wrote a few poems when i was bored at home i will put it up soon ya.. enjoy reading.. do tag me your comments ya!! thanks.. luv u guys!! peace!!

2005-09-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

hi there!!! fia and faren was over at ma place a few days ago... really cool shit.. we were talking at first till i remembered tat i had absolute vodka in the kitchen so we decided to haf sum.. but i didn haf any coke or anything so we had to make use of the mango juice... so we added and mixed the drinks but it tasted rather strange... but no choice so had to drink it lor... then... then... dono wat happen... everythin got heavy at head and i think we started talkin shit.. cause i remember hearing faren laughing and laughing and laughing... then i saw syikin, karim and nad at ma place.. didn reli noe hw they got ther but i woke up n they are gone... oh well... oni god and fi'a noes wat happen tat nyte i guess....

the match at toa payoh stad was ok.. reli lame at first.... there was like alot of big size n.s men there too.. so the gerls was like not reli comfy wit it... but soon it was fun cause one of the guys started doing our steps and he looked really stupid doing them... with pom poms too.. ok.. tatz all.. will update again soon...

2005-09-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

ok.. hi there every1.. at last im finally gonna update k... so.. where do i start?? ok.. first of all.. kak janna from magnum is now our coach... haha.. well.. we learn lots of new stuff... oh ya.. we can finally do full libertys.... yeah.. cool ryte?? even kak riz can do it now... like a pro too.. but still the lib queen in warriors is ayu.. we are currently learning the magnum 2003 routine.. might be performing for 1 of our matches.. wat else?? hmm... oh ya.. i might be going back to school ya noe??? cause i may be taking my o's.. BORING!!!! haiz.. dono la.. we'll juz see how things go.. oh ya.. did u noe.. i was working at fish & co ya noe.. but i left.. cause got 1 salmon shit there called jalal is just plain lame.. he think he can bully us juz bcoz we new.. idiot.. then i work with ma sis at magnius pte ltd.. but also got 1 asshole who is not even a supervisor ordering us around.. we had enough of his crap so we left.... now.. im JOBLESS again!!! wakakaka.. oh ya. i went to my secondary school teachers day celebration.. n u noe wat?? it was fucking BORING and LAME... never in my life have i been to a concert so lame... ok la.. i dono wat to write already la. dun forget to tag ya.. and those friendster users do write me a testi k.. c ya!!!

2005-08-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys.. sori didn update 4 a long tym... veri bz la... anything just tag ya... c ya

2005-05-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

hi there everyone.. its been some time since i have updated.... and as u can c i haf deleted most of ma posts as its not wat i want to c..... well, life has been really a blur for me... i seem lost most of the time... i left school already.. haiz... wat to do.. i cant take the crap animore... now looking for a job that can at least pay me more than $400 in a month cause i haf been clubbin lately and ma buddy candy is hooked and wants to go all the time... clubbin was ok untill i met this girl who is drunk and is with her friend... she is so irritating.. firstly, she cant dance AT ALL and was forcing me to dance with this really huge i mean huge girl cause she is lonely... hello??? im not cheap ok???? i don juz go round dancin with people i dun noe although tat is the whole point of clubbin but its just not me.... then she actually grind me and i was like wat the #$*&??? then i went to sit and drink my jar of vodka sprite... but... this idiotic girl kept drinkin it till its finish... it was bloddy irritating man.. but wait, tatz not the worst.. the worst is when we were sittin down and was juz chillin.. she sat beside me and was like all over me and its really disgusting.. she has no pride in herself... she had her breasts on my arm and she was like touching me and candy.. yuck man.... arghh... then she even squashed candys breasts.... then the worst part of all is, she was forcing me to kiss her... yuck... i pulled back and she kept on tryin like 3 times... stupid idiot.... haiz... it was fun though... cause she looked like a big mac and were like laughing at her and she didn even noe.. wakakaka... dumb ass.... ok la.. got to go..... don forget to tag and check out warriors blog ya..... bye....

all about trainin

2005-04-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

hi there.. im updating again.. training with lenny was a blast.. he is a really nice guy.. warm up with laila was so boring and he made warm up so fun.. he made us warm up to the music and its super cool...even siti my sisters fwen said it was very fun... then we all tried to do splits... then after the warm up he made us go into 4 groups.... and made us do a PA stand, shoulder sit, shoulder stand and also a pyramid... so we had to give our groups a name.. my sisters group is called stitch warriors, ritz group is called awesome warriors, ayu's group is called come'on warriors and my group is called BIG MAC warriors... it was very fun... then at the end of the friendly competition lenny said, everyone is a winner... then he should us the most perfect way of doing the stunts... first was of course PA stand.. then when it comes to shoulder sit, jeff wanted to toss lenny up, then lenny said, ' hello?? i have this leh(pointing at his balls) pain u noe... it was so funny.. then at ayu tried full lib.. walau, from cannot now can already ar.... and dianah also learned not to depend on the supporters... now she can resist falling from her lib... cool huh... anyway, next weeks training lenny will be bringing c wen and syazza... the two MAGNUM top flyers... and also one guy.. i dono hu... i asked kak janna to come but she sae c first cause she dono yet... ok.. i have said wat i wanted to sae already... i will update again when i feel like updating... bye...

2005-03-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

cheerobics is over..... so sad.... haiz... well we didn get any placing but i know the third place is ours... haiz... anyway i had loads and loads of fun..... training, laughing, crying, shouting, stunting, disturbing some stupid pests and alot more.... groovers are the champs for secondary cat. so proud of them.. i have liked the team since last year.. but im pretty dissapointed with dunearn.. they were so good last year.. haiz... and.. MAGNUM FORCE are champs again.. 5 years in a row... gud for them... oh ya... some people had to pretend to have cramps to attract attention... so bloddy lame... and G's ex was such a sad ass looser....makin up lame stories bout dono wat recording studio shit.. so LAME!!!!!!!!!!!! im hoping my sis would join warriors.. we can help her lose weight... he..he.. anyway, to WARRIORS CHEERLEADERS, my mom said we will always be her champion... weeeeheeeee!!!!!!!!!! oh ya, i saw my ex there too at suntec but i cant really talk to her.. wait my baby gerl angry... but dun worry.. i will always love ma baby gerl....................................... muah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate honeydew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suck to the core!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody liar.. sad ass bitch!!!!!!!!!!! wat whr wer.... i love ***!!!!!!!!! shebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

harloo ma fwenz...

2005-03-01T08:08:00.000+08:00

hi there.. juz updatin to keep u guys up todate.. anyway on saturday 26 of february my team went to the cheerobics 2005 heats to qualify for the finals.. and you know what?? we are going for the finals!!! and the defending champion MAGNUM FORCE put up quite a show.. their stunts are death defying.. its so freaky!!! the are so damn good. and we met kak janna there.. im so happy to c her cause i know she is supporting all the teams there.. at least i know she supports my team too.. mrs shama was also there.. she for one is a die hard fan of magnum.. but she supports my team too.. some of COZMIC FORCE cheerleaders was there too... and"SONIX" was bloddy irritating... hello?? they already finish performing and are still doing stunts at the corner.. then candy said "hello?? no more extra points la.. competition finish liao.." she was right.. anyway nice to c people come down and support ma team.. anyway, got to go now.. so i guess i will c u guyz at the finals ya!!! chiow...

COZMIC FORCE

2004-10-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

tis is my cheerleading squad... it was actually a performance team to perform for some event but we soon gave it a thought to go for nationals and we got into business... we couldn afford a coach so... everyone contributed... it was damn tough..as the captain, i had a lot of responsibilities.. the song, the dance, the cheer and mostly the routine... but thankfully i have a really caring squad.. trainings was tough. very tough.. we had to make alot of changes to make the routine as good as possible... then, one day before our qualifying round, our teacher decided to back out.. man was we sad.. all the hard work... we were begging our teacher to let us go.. she was too afraid that we would make a fool of ourselves.. but we were determined to do it... the next morning, we reported at six a.m in school and did some last minute brushing up... we left the school with our mind fixed at our routine... i was sweating and trembling like shit... when we got there, it was even worst.. there was so many squads.. it was very scary.. it was our first time representing the school.. we wanted so badly to go to the finals to prove to those who look down on us that we can do it.. in the waiting area, we were like practising non stop.. then came our turn... we were getting prepared to go.. it was scary.. then, it was our time to go.. as we set foot on the mats, we could hear the silence of the crowd waiting for our routine... then the music came in loud.. too loud.. it was freaky.. our timing was off and we were struggling to keep up. we did quite a number of mistakes... our basket toss, didn go up at all our cradle timing was off. our left group for wolf wall didn go up.. our boys solo dance timing was off.. it was a nightmare... i was waiting for it to end.. i couldn take it any more.. then the final stunt.. the hitch pyramid with no hitch... LAME!!!! after the performance, we were pretty sure we did not make it but we just stayed to see who made it.. then after waiting for minutes that seemed like hours, it was time for the results... we held each others hand so thightly... then the announcer said, instead of 5 secondary schools there will be 6 making it to the finals due to a tie.. we were praying it was us... then the announcement..... "THE COZMIC FORCE!!!" we jumped we yelled we burst into tears.. it was the happiest moment in my life... our hard work was not wasted.. we were so happy... in the finals... we managed to get the best team spirit award and also the gold award.. we have not received our placings yet... haiz... i miss my cozmic... i miss our times together... all the best cozmic for the 2005 nationals....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!